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I Miss My FriendYou know, I always thought you'd be my friend
I never thought what we had would ever end
But everything changed when I told you about him
And now everything is bleak and grey and grim

I took a risk and told you he likes me for who I am
And yet you couldn't so much as give a damn
You were mad that I was 'leaving you' for this boy
You made me feel like nothing more than a toy

I confided in you, felt safe with you, and I miss you
But whatever we had is apparently through
So you can ignore my pain and ignore my fear
Ignore how I happy and carefree I may appear

Don't look for my love for you lost that long ago
Because it is the truth

Veterans are in my Heart and SoulVeterans – they are in my heart and soul
Whether they listen to rap or rock and roll
Veterans, they are all the same at heart
Even my mama and daddy played their part

Strong at heart, bold in nature, but still kind
Fighting until their last words are signed
Losing their limbs, their friends, their life
All to bring an end to this horrible strife

These Veterans I do so love for what they do
For freedom, there is nothing they won't go through
They will fight until they are finally called home
Be that home with their family or the twilight zone

And so I get rather riled up when they aren't respected
Do you know how much we'd be affe

Something to Live ForAn angel filled with dread
Her beating heart has bled
Tears fill her loving eyes
And yet she refuses to cry

An angel with a golden heart
Her pain impossible to tell apart
Wrists drip with crimson blood
Staining skin soft as a flower bud

She looks across the night sky
Wanting nothing but to fly
Invisible wings eager to break free
Her heart screams like a banshee

But her thoughts linger on her family
Her friends and family who she might never again see
They love her more than she might ever comprehend
Love that will forever and for always transcend

The blade drops and tears begin to fall
The sadness begins to wash away, sadness

Never OnceNever once did I think that I'd be like those other girls
That I'd want to get married and have a baby with curls
And though I want it so much, who wants to stand there?
Who wants to hold me and run their hands through my hair?

I never thought I'd want to actually get married some day
That I'd want to stand up front and throw back a bouquet
But I shall wait for that day, to stand up there with my man
I'll wait to have a house, a family, maybe one of those vans

In the darkness, he'll take me in his arms and we'll dance
I do want all of it, so someday I will take that chance
But for right now I will wait for someone that really cares

Secret SantaBorn from a circus
And playful as a kitten
But caring as an angel
And even gentle too

We love all that you are
And will be here for you
Just as we know
You will be here for us

You are an amazing friend
One I wouldn't trade away
So here is hoping
You have a very merry Christmas!

You've Changed...People – they lie and cheat and change and hurt
All so many do is treat others like a pile of dirt
They can be friends one day and change the next
Looking only for money, drugs or even just sex

That seems to be the way of the world now
Something that has become acceptable to allow
But it is a sad truth that many will not admit
Through this time of hatred, it seems so few make it

We used to be so very close, you and I were
But I'm afraid that you've begun to change good sir
I no longer recognize the person you have become
What is left of who you were? Fore I see not a crumb…

The hurt you cause us, I know you cannot see
A

No Clearer Than MudThere is so much pain, so much hurt
Too many of the good are treated like dirt
I try and try to help, to take some pain away
So many people will never see the new day

Humans are a terror to their own race
We spread our diseases all over the place
We kill our children, rape our women
And the guilty are punished only now and then

When was it that people were ashamed of their own kind?
When did we get to be so ignorant and blind?
To kill and rape and destroy our own blood
Is to say that the human race is no purer than mud

Those strong of heart and caring souls
To help those close begins to take its toll
Exhausted and worried to the

Bullying: Another Life is StolenMaking others feel worthless is what you do best
Then you go and claim it was all a joke, a mere jest
But your words mean more than you comprehend
Your words can lose somebody their dearest friend

Your jokes have taken another young life away
Now the day is bleak and a cruel shade of grey
Know that to obtain your one little power trip
Your victim will feel as if they are being whipped

So the next time you feel the urge to tease or play
Be sure to always remember what happened this day
Your torment stole a family member and friend
And for the family, there will seem to be no end

Stop the bullying before another young life is stolen

RazorSweet little friend,
You are the only one that
Truly understands me.

The only one that
Holds my hand
When I am
Breaking.

The one that listens
When I am upset.
The only one that
Hears me crying.
The one that counsels
Me how to cope with life.

And you're hungry
For more blood.

You are jumping and
Screaming
Ready to be fed.

You love the softness of
My skin, and you promise to
Be gentle when you break
Through the vein.
But you're not strong enough.
You aren't sharp and bold
Like the others.

You're such a frail creature
And now it's your turn
To be disposed.

In the trash,
Where you always belonged.

The Lost Souls of Sandy HookCharlotte Bacon, Daniel Barden, Jack Pinto
Olivia Engel, Josephine Gay, Dylan Hockley
Ana M. Marquez-Greene, Jesse Kowalski
Catherine Hubbard, Madeline Hsu, Emile Parker
Jesse Lewis, James Mattioli, Noah Pozner
Grace McDonnell, Caroline Previdi, Jessica Rekos
Avielle Richman, Benjamin Wheeler, Allison Wyatt
Lauren Russeau, Victoria Soto, Rachel Davino
Anne Marie Murphy, Mary Sherlach, Dawn Hocksprung

To all you beautiful souls that were lost that day
Without you, the country has gone grey
Too many of you were innocent to this place
And now we have lost your excellent grace

You were loved, each and every one of you
Your time was

You are the Moon and I the SunWe are two people
And yet we are one
You are the moon
And I am the sun

In a perfect circle we move
Without the other, we break
As the world crumbles around us
We know the the other is not fake

You are the moon and I the sun
And together we do beat as one

Coming Apart at the SeamsAgain my arms have paid the price,
For the pathetic thing,
I call my life.
Cuts up and down,
Decorating my arm,
Keeping me safe,
From emotional harm.
Guarding my soul,
All through the night.
Showing that there is darkness,
Even in light.
So no matter how much I try,
To just go past,
The scars on my arms will always last.
They'll line up,
With the ones in my heart,
Until the day,
I finally fall apart.

Better than a Fairy TaleMy prince wraps his arms round my waist
All the thoughts from before shall be erased
He twirls me around so my feet don' touch the floor
We swirl along until he guides me out the door

We dance out in the night, beneath the beautiful sky
We dance and laugh and you never make me cry
And you're presence alone chases away my nightmares
And all my problems, you selflessly bear

You tell me I'm beautiful and I finally believe you
And then you kiss me and I know that you're true
Our love is a very rare thing
You finally gave me my wings

You're better than any fairy tale

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Why Do You Do This?

by ~Sutsuki-Sensei, Jan 20, 2013, 7:31:57 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Why do you do all of this
You stain your wrists
You cry all the damn time
You slip when you try to climb

You're in all this pain
Putting that blade to a vein
You dig it in, but not too deep
For now, that price is too steep

But will the day eventually come
A day when you are so very numb
That the price isn't too high
And you give up the will to try

God forbid that day should arrive
I want you to be happy and alive
Yet I freak out when you aren't there
Don't make me feel loss and despair

Why Do You Do This?by ~Sutsuki-Sensei

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Tired of so much.

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~FlyAway-555 Feb 1, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Why is really simple. But I don't think that's what you're really asking here.

~Sutsuki-Sensei Feb 1, 2013

Honestly, I was just venting lol

~FlyAway-555 Feb 1, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Keep doing it, then, cuz this is pretty good. ^_^

~Sutsuki-Sensei Feb 1, 2013

lol I'm glad that you like it. ^-^

~FlyAway-555 Feb 2, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Haha I do

~nora038 Jan 21, 2013 Student Interface Designer

This is one way why they start. [link]

~Sutsuki-Sensei Jan 21, 2013

I understand why the start, I do. I know some things bring about so much pain that they believe that is the only way out. But it kills me inside that they believe that is the only way.

~MintyMintamin Jan 21, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

I wish there was
A way to watch over your friends.
To know that they are safe,
And be there when they need you.
The liquid red,
Is a very precious thing.
Why do you waste it,
On things such as pain?

Drop the blade down,
Put down the pills,
Leave the gun
Where it lies.
There is no need
To harm yourself.
Can't you see?
you're hurting me too.

(I too. . . am tired of this. I have far too many friends who hurt themselves. More than the amount of fingers I own with this body. And when they tell you after the deed is done? I. . . just can't take it. I want to scream at them. To hit, bite, and smack. But I wish to give them reassurance, to hug, love, and kiss. Maybe, one day, they'll stop the needless charade of hurting themselves, and myself. I even had to go through one of them nearly dying. I don't know what I would have done if they died right in front of me. . . especially considering what goes on in my head >.> *sigh* pointless bloodshed. . . just remember I'm still here. And that I want you here, safe in my arms.)

~Sutsuki-Sensei Jan 21, 2013

I understand all too well. I won't say I know too many people going through such pain but, the ones that are, are so close that, if I lost them, I would crumble. I wish they could completely understand how much their pain hurts us in turn.

~MintyMintamin Jan 21, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

For every cut, slice, and stab they do to their body, it is like someone feeding arsenic straight into our veins.
I only have friends who have done that, the majority are close friends of mine, and most of the whole have stop. Still, though. . .
The one who nearly killed herself, for I think the 3rd time since I knew her, She is still troubled. And the only way she'll stop if she gets out of her house. . . I know I can adopt her, I am old enough. I just need her parents permission, and have enough income and a house.
Sometimes, you have to make sacrifices to the ones you love. . .

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