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Why do you do all of this
You stain your wrists
You cry all the damn time
You slip when you try to climb

You're in all this pain
Putting that blade to a vein
You dig it in, but not too deep
For now, that price is too steep

But will the day eventually come
A day when you are so very numb
That the price isn't too high
And you give up the will to try

God forbid that day should arrive
I want you to be happy and alive
Yet I freak out when you aren't there
Don't make me feel loss and despair
Tired of so much.
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FlyAway-555 Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Why is really simple. But I don't think that's what you're really asking here. :)
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Sutsuki-Sensei Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2013
Honestly, I was just venting lol
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FlyAway-555 Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Keep doing it, then, cuz this is pretty good. ^_^
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Sutsuki-Sensei Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2013
lol I'm glad that you like it. ^-^
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FlyAway-555 Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Haha I do
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nora038 Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2013  Student Interface Designer
This is one way why they start. [link]
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Sutsuki-Sensei Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2013
I understand why the start, I do. I know some things bring about so much pain that they believe that is the only way out. But it kills me inside that they believe that is the only way.
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MintyMintamin Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I wish there was
A way to watch over your friends.
To know that they are safe,
And be there when they need you.
The liquid red,
Is a very precious thing.
Why do you waste it,
On things such as pain?

Drop the blade down,
Put down the pills,
Leave the gun
Where it lies.
There is no need
To harm yourself.
Can't you see?
you're hurting me too.


(I too. . . am tired of this. I have far too many friends who hurt themselves. More than the amount of fingers I own with this body. And when they tell you after the deed is done? I. . . just can't take it. I want to scream at them. To hit, bite, and smack. But I wish to give them reassurance, to hug, love, and kiss. Maybe, one day, they'll stop the needless charade of hurting themselves, and myself. I even had to go through one of them nearly dying. I don't know what I would have done if they died right in front of me. . . especially considering what goes on in my head >.> *sigh* pointless bloodshed. . . just remember I'm still here. And that I want you here, safe in my arms.)
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Sutsuki-Sensei Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2013
I understand all too well. I won't say I know too many people going through such pain but, the ones that are, are so close that, if I lost them, I would crumble. I wish they could completely understand how much their pain hurts us in turn.
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MintyMintamin Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
For every cut, slice, and stab they do to their body, it is like someone feeding arsenic straight into our veins.
I only have friends who have done that, the majority are close friends of mine, and most of the whole have stop. Still, though. . .
The one who nearly killed herself, for I think the 3rd time since I knew her, She is still troubled. And the only way she'll stop if she gets out of her house. . . I know I can adopt her, I am old enough. I just need her parents permission, and have enough income and a house.
Sometimes, you have to make sacrifices to the ones you love. . .
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Sutsuki-Sensei Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2013
I understand. Unfortunately, one of my friends that is going through things...well, the most I can do is be there for them and I have been doing a crappy job with that lately because my computer died and I now can't get to where we usually talk all the time.
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MintyMintamin Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I hate that. . . My laptop's motherboard was scorched from overheat, and I don't have a fan anymore, and I think i'm going to kill it again.
Luckily i have a tablet that allows me to get on skype and dA.
But the real problem is that she turns her phone off, and won't answer me when she's in that. . . mood. Oh, and my own phone has bad reception and it takes me hours before i can send something.
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Sutsuki-Sensei Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2013
The only time I can get on skype is when I have the iPad which my mama usually has because I've adopted the computer in the living room. So, I talk to her when I can.

Hopefully, one day, our friends won't have to resort to such things to ease their pain.
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MintyMintamin Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You have a skype?
cool ^^
MintyMintamin is me skype name.
the name that appears when I chat is unbalancedEmpathy.

I don't care either way if you add me or not, but I will be OVERWHELMED with happiness if you do ^^

And, one day, They will. . . I just hope it's the day they still live. . .
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Sutsuki-Sensei Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2013
I shall add you when I get the chance. ^-^

And I will try my damndest to keep my friends alive and as happy as possible until the day comes when they do not need that blasted razor.
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blue-eyed-bee Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2013
i think with every cut they hurt others more than themselves.
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Sutsuki-Sensei Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2013
I have to agree with you there.
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shad0wbeast Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Student Writer
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shad0wbeast Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Student Writer
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Sutsuki-Sensei Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013
I think you mean :iconsadhugplz: but thank you nonetheless.
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shad0wbeast Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Student Writer
:iconsadhugplz: you're right. a bit too used to Skype chat. if you want to talk send me a note. I'll listen.
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Sutsuki-Sensei Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013
I know Gabriel. Thank you. But I''ll be fine. It's just been a kind of stressful night. I'll be fine.
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DarlingAngel0565 Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Professional Writer
:tears:
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Sutsuki-Sensei Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013
This is't aimed at you, Angel, I swear. It's just been a hard night.
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DarlingAngel0565 Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Professional Writer
I am sorry sweetie. :huggle:
Note me so we can talk about it.
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Sutsuki-Sensei Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013
It's alright Angel. Promise. Just been a stressful night. How are you doing?
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Krodos-X-Litinum Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013
That is beautiful :)
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Sutsuki-Sensei Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013
Thank you very much. ^^
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Krodos-X-Litinum Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013
No problem :)
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