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You know, I always thought you'd be my friend
I never thought what we had would ever end
But everything changed when I told you about him
And now everything is bleak and grey and grim

I took a risk and told you he likes me for who I am
And yet you couldn't so much as give a damn
You were mad that I was 'leaving you' for this boy
You made me feel like nothing more than a toy

I confided in you, felt safe with you, and I miss you
But whatever we had is apparently through
So you can ignore my pain and ignore my fear
Ignore how I happy and carefree I may appear

Don't look for my love for you lost that long ago
Because it is the truth that I now know
You said you loved me and you said you cared
But all you have left me is hurt and scared

So maybe I can go to the boy and feel more
And hopefully him I will not bore
Because I am too afraid to do too much
But to him, for now, I will clutch

I lost you, my friend, and miss you I do
I fear to show you my face, so it is him I look to

All I can pray for is that he will not turn into you…
I miss you, that I do, but I cannot return to you…
Ok, so this is kind of crappy but...I just felt like writing something on the matter...

Don't worry much about this. What's done is done and all I can hope for is the future.
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aalie Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2012  Student General Artist
I agree with Dan....it sucks that we can't just be normal friends with a guy. Something always comes along and screws it up...:nuu:
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Sutsuki-Sensei Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2012
Agreed. Or at least 90% of the time.
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aalie Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2012  Student General Artist
Yup.
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RabeaUmbra Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
</3
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Sutsuki-Sensei Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2012
:huggle:
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RabeaUmbra Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
n.n
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Lunacella Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:iconcrydesuplz: Gimme some hugs, :iconaawplz:!! It is hard to be friends with a guy and then you'll know each other so well and love comes up and it usually is a major, destructive factor in friendship. I've seen it complicate a lot of friendships and start unwanted drama for them.
I say when your friends or besties or whatever with the opposite sex, this is the toughest part and when you get past it your friendship is more unbreakable and lasting. ^-^

I hope you don't have to go through this, Suki-chan!! QAQ Maybe you've seen it happen where their bond totally just crumbles into dust or maybe they lasted...

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Sutsuki-Sensei Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2012
:tighthug: Well, I'm not really thinking we'll make up. Sad as it is, I just don't see it happening. I've seen what he is and know what he wanted and that's not who I am. I would have seen it sooner or later.
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Lunacella Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:iconmioclingplz:Suuuki-chaaaaaan!!! My beautiful friend, do not fret! Luna will support you all the way!!

Ah! That reminds me, I changed my username on Ourworld to Miwa. Trying to get active there, lol. I feel so far behind in level from my friends now there.
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Sutsuki-Sensei Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2012
lol Are you on right now?
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