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You know, I always thought you'd be my friend
I never thought what we had would ever end
But everything changed when I told you about him
And now everything is bleak and grey and grim

I took a risk and told you he likes me for who I am
And yet you couldn't so much as give a damn
You were mad that I was 'leaving you' for this boy
You made me feel like nothing more than a toy

I confided in you, felt safe with you, and I miss you
But whatever we had is apparently through
So you can ignore my pain and ignore my fear
Ignore how I happy and carefree I may appear

Don't look for my love for you lost that long ago
Because it is the truth that I now know
You said you loved me and you said you cared
But all you have left me is hurt and scared

So maybe I can go to the boy and feel more
And hopefully him I will not bore
Because I am too afraid to do too much
But to him, for now, I will clutch

I lost you, my friend, and miss you I do
I fear to show you my face, so it is him I look to

All I can pray for is that he will not turn into you…
I miss you, that I do, but I cannot return to you…
:iconsutsuki-sensei:
Ok, so this is kind of crappy but...I just felt like writing something on the matter...

Don't worry much about this. What's done is done and all I can hope for is the future.
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~aalie Nov 26, 2012  Student General Artist
I agree with Dan....it sucks that we can't just be normal friends with a guy. Something always comes along and screws it up...:nuu:
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:iconsutsuki-sensei:
Agreed. Or at least 90% of the time.
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~aalie Nov 26, 2012  Student General Artist
Yup.
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Mood: Wow! ~ShortySilly16 Nov 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
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*Lunacella Nov 20, 2012  Student Digital Artist
:iconcrydesuplz: Gimme some hugs, :iconaawplz:!! It is hard to be friends with a guy and then you'll know each other so well and love comes up and it usually is a major, destructive factor in friendship. I've seen it complicate a lot of friendships and start unwanted drama for them.
I say when your friends or besties or whatever with the opposite sex, this is the toughest part and when you get past it your friendship is more unbreakable and lasting. ^-^

I hope you don't have to go through this, Suki-chan!! QAQ Maybe you've seen it happen where their bond totally just crumbles into dust or maybe they lasted...

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:iconsutsuki-sensei:
:tighthug: Well, I'm not really thinking we'll make up. Sad as it is, I just don't see it happening. I've seen what he is and know what he wanted and that's not who I am. I would have seen it sooner or later.
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*Lunacella Nov 20, 2012  Student Digital Artist
:iconmioclingplz:Suuuki-chaaaaaan!!! My beautiful friend, do not fret! Luna will support you all the way!!

Ah! That reminds me, I changed my username on Ourworld to Miwa. Trying to get active there, lol. I feel so far behind in level from my friends now there.
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:iconsutsuki-sensei:
lol Are you on right now?
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