You know, I always thought you'd be my friend
I never thought what we had would ever end
But everything changed when I told you about him
And now everything is bleak and grey and grim
I took a risk and told you he likes me for who I am
And yet you couldn't so much as give a damn
You were mad that I was 'leaving you' for this boy
You made me feel like nothing more than a toy
I confided in you, felt safe with you, and I miss you
But whatever we had is apparently through
So you can ignore my pain and ignore my fear
Ignore how I happy and carefree I may appear
Don't look for my love for you lost that long ago
Because it is the truth that I now know
You said you loved me and you said you cared
But all you have left me is hurt and scared
So maybe I can go to the boy and feel more
And hopefully him I will not bore
Because I am too afraid to do too much
But to him, for now, I will clutch
I lost you, my friend, and miss you I do
I fear to show you my face, so it is him I look to
All I can pray for is that he will not turn into you…
I miss you, that I do, but I cannot return to you…
I say when your friends or besties or whatever with the opposite sex, this is the toughest part and when you get past it your friendship is more unbreakable and lasting. ^-^
I hope you don't have to go through this, Suki-chan!! QAQ Maybe you've seen it happen where their bond totally just crumbles into dust or maybe they lasted...
Ah! That reminds me, I changed my username on Ourworld to Miwa. Trying to get active there, lol. I feel so far behind in level from my friends now there.